I was looking through my old journal entries and found this lovely piece from April 4, 2011:
Anticipation.
As i get ready to meet you today, I get excited about the prospect of our conversations, Your approving smile, Your loving embrace.
My heartbeat quickens as I imagine You sitting, waiting for me to join You.
What will we talk about today?
What new discoveries will I make about Your character, about Your love for me?
This time is precious to me.
This time is precious to us.
I love talking to You because I don't have to worry about my thoughts and feelings getting lost in the translation. I love how the more I seek You, the more You reveal Yourself to me. No holding back. No fears or insecurities. Complete intimacy.
So let's have the difficult conversations, let me tell You how I really feel. No secrets, no lies, no indirect hints and stabs. Just the truth. Deep breath.
